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Saguijo 08/20/2011

NotAnotherBlogger — Thu, 25 Aug 2011 16:50:23 +0000

Last saturday, my friend and I went to Saguijo to see Up dharma Down and the rest of the Terno bands. I met Paul (finally!) and his sweaty shirt. (Haha!) Gawd, wish we had more time to watch Sleepwalk Circus. Darn it.

In other news, Tahiti 80 will be here in Manila next month for Terno’s anniversary. Now I feel like such a loser for not being able to come.

Why am I moving to Baguio again?

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Guess who’s back?

NotAnotherBlogger — Wed, 10 Aug 2011 03:15:41 +0000

The 2-year hiatus is finally over. *applause*

The past 2 years have been crazy. I laughed. I cried. Got my heart broken. Fell in love. Got my heart broken (again). Made friends. Went to gigs. Worked hard and became a corporate slave. And most importantly, I got to see what the world has to offer. I’m a college dropout and I’m working in an underrated industry. Well, I had no other option but hey, I’m working my way to the top… Literally…

Last night, I received the confirmation from HR that my application for lateral transfer has been accepted and that I passed my interview. This only means that I’m moving to Baguio next month. I’ve been waiting for this opportunity since April and I finally got it!

My plans of going back to school will finally become a reality! Though I have to work while studying, I’m optimistic that I’ll be able to get that diploma soon. It’s better that I start taking few academic units than to wait for another year or 2 to go back to school right? I know it will take long but nothing could stop me now. This is it!

Yes, I’ll start blogging once again. I bet I’ll write a lot of things about my adventures (and misadventures) in the City of Pines. I admit that I’ll miss my friends and going to gigs with them but I’m pretty much sure that I’ll also have tons of fun in there.

Stay tuned for more!

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Farewell

NotAnotherBlogger — Tue, 13 Oct 2009 11:03:32 +0000

Moving to a new chapter of my life… Goodbye blog.

B.I.L.

NotAnotherBlogger — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 04:00:44 +0000

The commitment is still burning in our hearts… BASTA IKAW LORD!

Yours truly is the next vice-rector for Batch 17. Thanks Kuya Jess for this privilege.

Doon sa Tambo

NotAnotherBlogger — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 01:39:43 +0000

Naniniwala ka ba sa shooting stars?

*Long pause*

“Hindi,” sabi ng katabi ko sa kanan.
At ang sabi ko naman, “Science major ako eh.”

Tumingin ulit ako sa langit. Nagbabakasakaling makakita ulit ng isa pang shooting star. Anim na kasi ang nakita ng katabi ko sa kaliwa, ako isa palang. Hindi naman ako nagwiwish. Gusto ko lang yung feeling na nakakakita ng shooting star. Nakikiuso kumbaga.

Dumapa ako’t, tumingin sa kaliwa at pumikit. Matinding pagod ang nararamdaman ko dahil umakyat kami ng bundok ng mga kaibigan ko. Bukod pa dun, naiwan ang isip ko sa Maynila. Nag-aalala ako sa pamilya ko, ang dahilan ng pag-sakripisyo’t pag-akyat ko ng bundok. Minulat ko ang aking mga mata. Ang katabi ko’y nakadapa rin pala’t nakapikit tulad ko. Nakaharap siya sa akin. Pumikit akong muli at huminga ng malalim. May naiwan din pala ako sa kaniya. Biglang naglaro sa isip ko ang kanta ng Spongecola na Gemini. Pero bago pa ako matuksong hawakan ang kaniyang mukha’t guluhin ang mapayapa niyang estado, humarap ako sa kabila. Nag-aabang pa rin ng shooting stars ang kaibigan ko. Nainggit ako’t tumingin na lang muli sa langit. Nagbabakasakaling matupad ang hiling na balang-araw ito ay mauulit.

I have, I still, and I always will…

NotAnotherBlogger — Sat, 15 Aug 2009 02:33:46 +0000

Many people still don’t believe me whenever I say that I’m okay, that I’m fine and that I didn’t cry anymore after that emotional breakdown last week. Yes, I was hurt. Hurt by something that I haven’t completely confirmed yet because I was too scared to ask. Maybe I’m just creating a stupid scenario that will further jeopardize friendships. Or maybe I’m overreacting again. But then I have my reasons… You see, I’ve been tied down with this emotion for several years now and sad to say, I’ve neglected a lot of people because I was so engrossed with the feeling. Was it really the feeling or the person? Until now, that still remains a mystery. But I’m pretty much sure that it was real. It was love. It IS love.

Last week, I deleted every email he sent me ever since we met. Did I feel good after that? No. All I got was a tiny bit of space to breathe in. Deleting all those messages was like giving up a long-time dream. I held on to it for so many years and now I feel like a totally different person without it. I guess this is the reason why my parents never gave me fairy tale books when I was a kid. Fairy tale endings aren’t real. Well, they are for some people but probably not in my case. Now, I have seemed to forget why but I will always remember how. The battle… The hardships… Above all else, how I loved. It’s something that I will never forget and regret.

Ang dami talagang epal sa mundo

NotAnotherBlogger — Wed, 12 Aug 2009 09:37:20 +0000

SORRY NAMAN DI AKO MAKA-GET OVER.

ALAM MO KUYA, DI TAYO CLOSE PARA MAGBIGAY KA NG GANYANG REMARK. HINDI MO AKO KILALA. NI HINDI NGA TAYO NAGUUSAP PAG NAGKIKITA TAYO SA MGA OKASYON. KUNG SINO MAN ANG NAGFIFEED SA’YO NG MGA GANYANG IMPORMASYON AT KUNG PINAGUUSAPAN NIYO MAN AKO, BUHAY NIYO NA LANG ANG PAG-USAPAN NIYO OKAY?! AYOKO MADAMAY SA KA-IMMATURE-AN NIYO, PUWEDE BA?!

The Fight is Over by Urbandub

NotAnotherBlogger — Wed, 05 Aug 2009 08:08:06 +0000

When the fighting is over
Coz our mouths have just run dry
As our feelings get colder
There’s nothing to hold us now
Gave all this time just to be let down

Can you explain to me
What has become of us?
With words released
We can never take them back
Not even pleading can save us

I know you’ll meet someone better
But would you still think of me?
If she can’t hold you like I did
Would you run back to me?
Yes I know this pain shall pass
Gave all this time still we couldn’t last

Explain to me
What has become of us?
With words released
We can never take them back
For all that we’re worth now
Not even pleading can save us

How did we end this way?
Our promises thrown away
All the years we built, broken up
See it crashing down
I have to say
Though alone in this crazy sea of faces
It’s still your face I wanna know

Explain to me
What has become of us?
With words released
We can never take them back
For all that were worth now
Not even pleading can save us
Can’t save us now

The fighting is over
The fighting is over
The fighting is over
The fighting is over now…

3 steps forward

NotAnotherBlogger — Mon, 03 Aug 2009 07:15:48 +0000

I have the answers to my questions. GREAT! At least, alam ko na ngayon ang next move. Finally. Thank you Lord! Thank You!!! :_

Nakakatrauma lang keri?

NotAnotherBlogger — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 11:43:14 +0000

I got stood up twice today.

Bebeh and I were supposed to meet yesterday but she cancelled it because of some changes with her plan. So she told me that she would hear mass with me today. However, she texted at around 3am saying that she couldn’t make it because she’s sick. Okay lang so I went with my sister instead.

This afternoon, I went to Araneta to watch the UST vs. DLSU game with Jess, one of my co-trainees who’s from La Salle. I was so excited because it’s my first time to watch a live game this season. During game 1, Ron texted and said we could meet at Gateway. Since I was there already, I said yes. He told me to meet him up at Fullybooked Gateway between 5pm-6pm. The first game went on overtime twice so the main game started late. It was already 5:30pm when the 2nd quarter of the main game ended. And so I left Araneta. While I was walking towards Fullybooked, I received a text message from Ron and he said that he couldn’t meet me anymore. I was dumbfounded. Since I couldn’t go back to Araneta anymore to watch the rest of the game, I decided to go home and tried to keep my composure as much as I can. You see, I’m not the type of person who knows how to handle anger. Whenever I become angry, I just cry. So there I was… Teary-eyed… I just texted Jess to apologize for leaving him there. ALONE.

Palits and I are going out tomorrow night. I hope nothing goes wrong. Baka hindi ko na ma-handle if ever I get stood up again. *sigh*

JELETTE FTW!

UST lost btw.

I know right????

Excess: Habang naglalakad ako papuntang jeepney terminal pauwi ng Crame, kumanta na lang ako sa isip ko ng Your Heart Today. Yun siguro dahilan kung bakit kinanta yun kanina sa misa. Haha!

Grant me compassion that I may be Your heart today…